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I find it kind of cute how Ella gets flustered so damn easily. And also the look of shock on her face, that too, I find quite fucking adorable. I've tried to think about what exactly do I think about this woman? I mean, yeah, I do agree that I.. had quite gruesome thoughts about well, murdering her, torturing her? But for some odd reason.. something in me just can't seem to do that. I mean fuck, I know it's crazy, right? Like I'm supposed to be not the blayze she's possibly in love with by now. I'm not even who she thinks I am. Fuck.. what am I going to do with myself? I can't just.. fucking tell her.. now that I've gone too far, spending all my time with her, tasting and exploring every fucking inch of her.. her.. fuck.